Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Curhat Nopa ;P

Assalamualaikum, how are you?
it has been a while since my last update. 
gahhhhhhhhh~
practical days are so so so so so tiring.
everyday i need to do lesson plans.
everyday i need to think what to teach.
so,
it is true that.....
.
.
.
.
.
'Saya yang menurut perintah'
saying.
heh.












yes,
my passion is in teaching.
but.
sometimes.
i feel so down.
because
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:
:
idk.
tired maybe?
idea 'kering' kot?
feel upset because of that some naughty and playful students jugak.
gah.
memang kena develop rasa ikhlas bila mula mengajar.
i dont want to have a teacher pet.
ya.
i want to treat my students equally.
if they perform,
there's always a reward.
if not,
there's always a consequence that they need to face.
years waiting ahead.
yosh.
bertahan lah.
this is not the reality yet.
if you can go through this stage,
inshaAllah you'll be strong to face another phase ahead.
hup.
takdelah teruk mana sebenarnya.
those kiddos are so adorable.
yes,
i mean it.
somehow they cheer me up.
they are my motivation for me to come out with something interactive, interesting, fun and,
ya.
i want them to learn English in a fun way.
i want them to enjoy the learning
and in the same time they'd learn something.
inshaAllah,
kalau bukan dengan izinNya,
dah lama la give up jugak.
dah lama hilang sabar jugak.
dah lama nak lari.
tipu je.
nak lari ke mana je pun.
i have to finish this.
yes.
it's a must.
all that blabbering above,
it a proof that I need a real vacation.
I miss traveling.
I miss all the good time I had when i was there.
Ohya,
here is the new Vlog.
My life in CCCU.

Sekian dulu.
Senyum selalu.
Jangan stress-stress.
nanti tak lawo.
heh!
;P